It’s just so hard to actually believe that it has been nearly 10 years since I officially began transitioning from male to female. Recently, as part of the Vote for the Girls Punishment following the losses on The Voice 6 and American Idol 13, Ava Zinn–yours truly– and another transgender woman named Kathi Jameson and Kellie Rock and Holly Everman are basically trading respective gender idenity roles: To coincide with the ongoing gender transitions from male to female of yours truly and Kathi, Kathi and I began to wear strapless tops, halters, and bikinis over the summer, accompanied by Zinn not wearing a skirt or dresses as well as for the first time since my gender transition began began to wear thong panties for the summer while Kathi continues her gender transition with skits and dresses and able to wear her thong panties occasionally since she has been on HRT since 2010; meanwhile my close friend, Holly, and Kellie Rock (no relation to Bill Rock, my former colleague at Carey Services, but Kellie is the sister of my late best friend Robyn Hurd) returns the favor by binding their breasts to create a flat-chested appearance, with Holly passing as a male after Holly shaved her head after Jena Irene was announced the runner-up on American Idol, thus Holly appears to be more masculine and wearing male clothing and Kellie basically passing as a woman that had breast cancer who had a double mastectomy (removal of both breasts).
There is clearly a strong reaction to the Vote for the Girls USA Punishment for failure following the two losses as many of my closest friends for nearly 20 years, neighbours, and acquaintances, friends on Facebook as I announced on THIS WEB SITE and on my YouTube Channel on April 18, 2014 that I decided to auction off her virginity (that means I will have sexual intercourse for the final time as a biological male) in the biggest Vote for the Girls Punishment for Failure. In addition to the virginity auction, there is the vegetarian diet I’ve been on for nearly three months now and and yesterday just when I was about to enter my door a neighbour of mine named Randi Fansler told me I wasn’t eating right and she thought I needed meat and I tried my best to tell her no meat. It really felt like I was in a bank robbery but I decided to freeze the food in question which was lasagna with meat in the dish in the freezer and basically didn’t eat the food because it had meat and I ask someone NOT to add any meat in my food, it means exactly that. So basically, Ms. Fansler really committed a violation by trying to force a vegetarian to eat meat because she thinks “Vegetarian is wrong. Absolute BS. Since September of 2013, I have lost nearly 20 pounds and since the vegetarian diet, I have lost at most three pounds–nearly 25 pounds in all.
If the vegetarian diet and virginity auction wasn’t the worse part, perhaps the nullification of all this is that on June 1, 2014 (exactly nine and a half years since my gender transition began, I began to wear a strapless top in public for the first time in my life. So far, I’ve gotten quite a positive reaction and the first few individuals like my fellow Mississinewa High School Class of 2001 alumnus Jennifer Dickerson and her mother, Jackie (my former supervisor at Carey Services from 2009 to 2013) were the first to see me in a strapless top after I waled out of Walmart. Then today, I began wearing my very first pair of thong panties and by looking at the strapless tops I bought and the thong panty I am wearing, I figured, “Hey, Strapless Top or Strapless dress plus a thong panty, I look like a lesbian hooker with sperm.”
Because it is a Vote for the Girls punishment, I have to wear a strapless top and wear a thong panty on occasion, the latter of which required me to “tuck and tape” or in layman’s terms to bind my gonads into what will eventually be my vagina (once my SRS is completed) and wrap the, um, “vaginal scrotol lips” around my “enlarged clitoris” to make it appear that I have female genitals–something I do occasionally. I remain identifying as female without question and gender issues, while some are still struggling with that since I came out as trans in 2003. Sure my gonads and enlarged clitoris will get extremely tender and sore when I get sexually aroused.
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